A happy time I shared with my older sister, and twin brothers.. One of my dear brothers is now gone. I am slowly accepting it, but I'm never going to be the same. That is just the way it is. It has something to do with how I view life now and how much death I have experienced in the last few years. Not unlike most people. This is just a new way to see the way life works. It is still so hard to accept that people have to suffer so before they go to their reward. I'm praying there is a reward because I know my bother deserves one, he was a super good guy.